JOBS

there were so many times when people asked me whether i'm going to be a nurse after i finish my study. the answer is 'tinguk dulu'. people might say i dont have the 'prinsip', but who cares. i can't predict what will happen in the future. i believe, if things happen to be plan, it would not happen. but deep inside, i do have a dream, which i will achieve someday. (but during any job or scholarship interview dont do this, speak out ur dream and prinsip k). yet, if i cant achieved the thing which i dream about, people will not know, since i keep it myself, no heboh-heboh...

it was almost 2months, i've been posting in the ward. to tell you the truth, i am getting bored each and everyday. For every shift, i will do the same things. 1st, received report from the previous shift, then did the housekeeping (kemas katil, kemas troli pesakit, buang sampah pesakit), then did some procedure (sponging, dressing, pd, giving medication, Ng feeding, send pt to xray, ct scan n etc), at about 11am (for the morning shift) and 2pm (for the evening shift), i'll do the observation where the vital signs are to be taken. Only when i got assigned to be the team leader, the routine will be slightly different.

with the keep repeating routine, i don't think i am going to be a good nurse. But one thing which i really love about being a nurse, is the satisfaction that i got when i helped those who really in need. the word "thanks" is really meaningful for me. i feel glad when i could make my patient smile. wink wink. But i have to admit that, some of the patients are very stressful and depress where they will scold u right infront your face. hey, i was just doing good thing to you and you scold me?!!! if thing like this had to be happen to me, i will shut my mouth. and no hurts feeling yaaah. but i will report to my colleguse which i know will be on my side.

i do like adventurous job. although im rarely involved in adventorous activities. i was once dreaming to be pilot, then a policewomen (kau tidak tahan tu, though tu keja, sumone said to me), then soldier (i almost aply to futher my study at atma, but my mum didnt approved, bahaya dia ckp, yaaa). for now, i believe when there is a will, there is a way. But i was just to young that time, still need others to make a decision for me.

after i got those feedback, there goes my storyline in searching a suitable career. i had applied for the star scholarship (2004) for hospitality course in sunway college (if im not mistaken la), i was one of the 3 shortlisted in malaysia, they asked me to go for the interview in KL and said i got big chances in winning the scholar, but during that time, i had my matriculation exam. so i have to reject it. Somemore, my family didnt encourage at all. then, after the matrix i applied for UTP. I got the place and at the same time the UPU said i belong to USM. so after a long and stressful thinking, i decided to go to USM for nursing course. since the UTP gave me a place for my 3rd choice course, IT. but the nursing course was not my 1st choice pun, it was my 6th choice. My 1st choice for both UTP and UPU was chemical engineering. arhg....

so do u think i will be the nurse in the future? Go figure out.

ps: for once, i blog seriously.aha.